My personality has always been one that fluctuates between one point and another.
I will get super strict about my diet, for example, plus start hitting the gym numerous times a week; And then something will shift, I can’t say how or why.
It might be three weeks, it might be three months, however then I will go the other extreme, stop exercising altogether. Then I start eating like an animal.This is true in almost every aspect of my life, so it might be a mental disorder I guess! Recently my shifting between extremes has been triggered by my weather conditions control plan of all things. It is ruining my house life. I am just finding it impossible to find just the perfect balance between heating plus cooling. When the a/c is on, that cool air blowing across my pale skin feels like a sheet of ice, like literally. I feel like I am getting frostbite. When I turn it off, right away I start heating up plus within minutes I am perspiring profusely. I don’t mean that I switch on the furnace, but that the sheer absence of A/C causes me to overheat…So what am I supposed to do, turn on the A/C plus freeze, or leave it off plus slowly roast to death appreclike a suckling pig? I have been playing around with some variations, plus I think that maybe if I switch off the cooling and keep the fans of the HVAC plan running that might just be okay..